Twat Tease

It happened again! It has happened before, so I guess I’m not really surprised. You know what I’m talking about, ladies. Haven’t you ever hit it off with some dude, he’s rubbing all up on you, talking bout how he’s so into you, so you decide you’re ready to seal the deal, and then when you’re about to pull the trigger: he changes his fucking mind.

It’s always such a weird scenario to me: being sexually approached by a man who has no real desire to sleep with me. It’s confusing as shit! I don’t really understand why a man would act like he wants to hook up and then when I say, “Okay” he runs away. Sure, I get it, maybe the idea of sleeping with someone else is what it’s all about. Maybe it’s not really about the sex itself. Maybe it’s about validating one’s own sexuality, proving to yourself that you can still pull game. But, me? It just makes me feel like a creep. Did I misread the situation? Did you not tell me I was beautiful? Weren’t we just making out? Didn’t you say you wanted to come back here? Why have I been lead to believe we’re going to fuck (or at least a little bit of oral maybe) and then…nothing. Why are you still here?

I believe in consent, so, sure, it’s fine if you don’t want to do anything. But, bro, what is going on with you? Why are we in this situation? Why did you step to me with this weird non-fuckery? It’s always awkward to be vaunted into a situation where things get weird, and then I know that this has nothing to do with me, or if it does, I don’t really care, because he’s allowed to change his mind for whatever reason, and maybe he realized he’s not that into me, or I did something unattractive, or he’s still in love with his girlfriend, or he’s cock shy, or something, but…I live in the world of adults. It would be one thing if we had a conversation about why he changed his mind and how to move forward, but in these types of situations it becomes painfully obvious at the very last minute that he had no intention of actually getting down, he just wanted an experience with me that I never would have been interested in giving. And then when I leave, he gets all sad and puppy eyed, like I’ve rejected him. What kind of weird ass mind games are these boys playing? It’s passed the point where I’m even down to fuck, now I just feel like I’ve been disrespectfully roped into some weird mind game that I have zero interest in. You wasted my fucking time. And you knew from the very beginning that you were only interested in wasting my time. Not cool!

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